This Is Going To Be Ugly

by The Hathaway Family Plot

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I really like you but you should go away It's all lies and accusations, propaganda on display. There is no amount of disinfectant to keep the germs at bay, and if they want to see blood, then blood will flow today. THIS IS GOING TO GET UGLY.
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When I said that I was angry you heard that I don't love you anymore. We're just talking past each other these days, looking at each other but talking to ourselves. I feel like I'm losing you and there's nothing either one of us can do. We've been set in motion and we have to see it through. I feel like I'll die alone to make a point I can see what I'm doing but despite it all, I spite my face and I'll cut it up, I'll cut it up, piece by piece. I feel like I'm losing you and I just want to know if it was true-- the image in my head of us, what I believed of you.
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Agenda! 04:09
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I'm sorry, Kani, I'm not the man you need. You want to believe in goodness, in selflessness, in sacrifice Have you received your answer? I hope you receive your answer. I hope you receive.
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You look like ants from here you look like ants from here Searching for food, scurrying like mad when a comrade is squished under thumb, driven by some unspoken force to protect and feed your queen. You look like ants from here you look like ants from here and when you come across a carcass you will swarm you will pour through every crevice until nothing useful nothing useful is left.
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and you know you're just going to have to push it back up the hill tomorrow
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On the apology tour, they always say "Going forward--" as if we do not perceive time in a linear fashion, as if we could literally live in the past Time slows and shrinks to a point.
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If time is a human idea, is space and light that we structure, and ghosts exist outside of time where there is no past and is no future where all is now, can I talk to my future ghost? When I get outside of time, can I find myself existing in that structure and tell myself how I'm fucking things up and how I will continue? I can ask myself how to be happy and what it's like in the eternal now. How's the view from up there? What's it look like from up there?
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The breathing tube engulfed in flames The feeding tube pumps liquid metal Our veins are filled with toxic fumes The body dies The future fucked and we're in hell Pull the plug.
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We are held together with tinfoil and duct tape. The bonds between us are frayed, snapped, epoxied. Our best intentions hang limp by a length of coat hanger. The air we breathe is radon and mold and carbon monoxide. This house is crumbling to dust, we straighten the rug and light a candle and make the front room tidy and decorate the mantel while the roof explodes and the basement floods and the attic is on fire. Our house is on fire, gonna wait it out, gonna sit right here in the living room, gonna wait it out. Things just have to get better.

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This Is Going To Be Ugly is The Hathaway Family Plot's appropriately pessimistic prediction as they look ahead to the year 2020 in America.

The music features Kevin's piano playing more than any previous album by The Hathaway Family Plot, and fewer strange and/or toy instruments.

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released January 17, 2020

All pianos, vocals, electronics, melodicas, toy pianos, etc. performed by Kevin. All songs written by The Hathaway Family Plot.

"Life Support on Fire" includes a sample from FreeSound.org user Connum

"Agenda!" includes a sample from a deceased but once famously litigious musician. We're hoping his estate will ignore us, but if they want the pittance we might make from kind donations, come at us.

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The Hathaway Family Plot Buffalo, New York

A pianist / hermit living in Buffalo, NY with a penchant for noise and weirdness. This is his attempt to put something into the world that doesn't sound like anything else. For better or worse. It's all CC BY-NC-SA, so use away for your non-commercial projects, though the musician appreciates when you let him know. ... more

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